Life with two monsters

A new start to the school year, a career change, and an injury

2011-08-21T16:37:00.000-04:00

It has been a busy summer and now it is almost over. The kids start school on the 30th. Boo will be in 1st grade and Roo will be in preschool. Her preschool is five days a week. That means my career will be changing from a stay at home mom to something else. What else I am not sure of yet. I have been looking into part-time housekeeping jobs because they are flexible. I need something that leaves me free to drop off and pick up the kids and take Fridays off since Roo only goes until 12 on Friday. J is also changing careers. The tile business has been slow so he picked up a job doing bell/valet for the ski mountain. Between his wage and the tips he should be making good money plus the hours allow him to still do flooring.

Now the injury. I sprained my ankle playing kickball. I was running to 1st base and J was trying to get me out. When I hit the base my ankle rolled and I felt a pop. I went for x-rays and luckily nothing is broken. This really stinks because I was about to finish week 5 of C25K. Now I am not sure I will be done by Oct 1st when the 5K starts. I may try running tonight to see how it feels but the ankle is still pretty swollen.

Camping take two and a job

2011-07-18T12:39:00.000-04:00

We finally went camping again this past weekend. This time we were armed with an air mattress and warmer weather. It was so much better! The kids had a blast, Keyla did not take off, and I was not nearly as stiff. J and his brother made a shelter. Boo and Roo roasted marshmallows and played in the dirt. I knitted a new skirt for Roo's doll. It was a productive and fun weekend. I feel much more relaxed even if I had to do six loads of laundry when we got home. I am almost caught up on all the housework. I am just waiting for Boo to pick up the playroom so I can vacuum. It is amazing how much stuff can accumulate when no one is home.

I have a job interview tomorrow. It is a part-time position in the town office. Hopefully, it will work out with Roo's preschool schedule. It will be nice to get out of the house more. I am glad it is part-time so I don't have to worry about whether or not J will pick up the housework slack. Keep your fingers crossed for me.

Let's all go...

2011-07-13T21:21:00.001-04:00

RUNNING! This is my new hobby. I finished Week 2, Day 1 of the Couch to 5K (C25K) yesterday. I am amazed that I have been sticking with it. Normally, I exercise for a few days and then quit. This time I have been sticking with it. J is doing it as well. He is on Week 5. The elementary school is perfect for running. Each lap is 1/4 mile and the kids can play on the playground while we run. Last night when we went running Boo and Roo ran with us. I am not surprised that they did way better than we did. Roo was running laps around us. I am going to run my first 5K in September. J and I are both doing it. It is in honor of a local fallen soldier/police officer. Any local readers who are interested should run.

It's a Jeep thing...

2011-06-25T20:14:00.002-04:00

J's new baby is a 1988 Jeep Wrangler. It needs a ton of work but it's a Jeep. So far he has done some engine and carb work to get it running correctly. He needs to restore the body and interior as well. It will take a bunch of work but he is happy.

Summer, summer, summer!

2011-06-17T09:45:00.000-04:00

Summer has officially started in this house! We had our first camping trip a few weeks ago. It was cold and our dog ran away and spent the night with other campers. One little tip for fellow campers: when you buy an air mattress bed set make sure that it doesn't say "air mattress not included" or if it does get an air mattress as well. If you don't your sweet, kind, loving husband (did you read that honey) will not be very happy (or sweet, kind, and loving) and you will wake up very stiff and cold despite the sleeping bags you layered underneath and on top of you plus the leather jacket and flannel pjs you slept in.

Boo is out of school. Yesterday was his last day. There was a big school picnic for parents and students. I am still trying to take inventory to see how much we lost. I know at least one pair of crocs is missing because my sweet boy lent them to a friend. We also seem to be missing a pair of boxers he wore to school (I hope he didn't lend those out), a clay pot he made for J for Father's Day, and a toy car he took in for show and tell. Now let's see how much he can lose when he starts 1st grade in the fall. Roo will also be starting school this fall as a preschooler. I got a letter saying she was chosen last month. I am just praying they don't change their minds once they have a few days with her.

Enough about school, back to summer! We are going to have an awesome summer here. There is at least one trip to Maine planned to see family in Lincoln, ME (wherever the heck that is) and possibly one to York Beach, ME to see other family members. J is trading his plow truck for a Jeep Wrangler. We (meaning J) are getting the boat ready. J and his brother got a kayak and have been out a few times. We are also looking for a canoe. Roo will have her cast off the 28th so we can get lots of swimming in as well. I need to find some swim lessons around here. I think this is going to be an amazing summer!

We have an Associate's Degree and a broken arm

2011-05-18T20:25:00.003-04:00

So much time has passed since I last posted. That is what happens when things get hectic. I have been working hard to get my last two classes done! I finished both of them on Mother's Day. I ended up with a B- in both classes but I am happy. I have now officially completed my Associate's degree. I have also decided I am taking a year off before starting on my Bachelors. I have applied for a few part-time jobs since Roo will hopefully be starting preschool in the fall.

There has been a ton of stuff going on with the move as well. We have decided not to move to Louisiana this year. We will reevaluate next year. We are still moving though. This house has to be sold and it looks like we will not be buying it. This are just not working out. God must have a different path for us. I have found a few other houses I like that would be much cheaper but I do not know if we can get either one of them. If not we will rent for a year as we continue to straighten out our credit. I think that will be better anyway because we haven't decided to stay in Vermont permanently.

On to the broken arm. Yes, I know that is what everyone has been waiting to hear about. Roo broke her arm. I know everyone was probably expecting Boo to break a bone first but the honor is going to his little sister. Boo decided that going down our side hill in a wagon sounded like fun and being the nice big brother he is, he let Roo try it first. The wagon flipped, Roo fell and landed badly. The break is on the growth plate of her humerus. The whole bottom part of the bone broke off and shifted up. She was taken to the hospital by ambulance and operated on within an hour or so. I have to give a huge shout out to Southern Vermont Medical Center. The emergency room doctor, nurses, surgeon and x-ray techs are all amazing. Roo is doing well and is very excited to get a purple cast when the pins come out in a few weeks.

The Homemaker's Diary 4/11/2011

2011-04-11T10:50:00.000-04:00

Outside my window... it is SPRING!!!

I am thinking... that I need to do some schoolwork.

I am thankful for... my awesome, supportive husband.

From the kitchen... nothing right now but there will be steak, roasted potatoes, and broccoli.

I am wearing... jeans, a t-shirt, and sneakers.

I am reading... some chapters for history and sociology. I need to start a new book.

I am hoping... that my dog comes back soon. She has been missing since Saturday and there is no word on her yet.

I am creating...a restful home and some dresses for Anka plus a no-sew tutu.

I am hearing... Strawberry Shortcake from the playroom and my husband.

Around the house... it is clean except the pile of donations for the thrift shop.

One of my favorite things... is having a few minutes to reflect.

A few plans for the rest of the week... drop donations off, deep clean the bathroom, write a paper for sociology, start on my final projects, and get a gift for my niece's birthday.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

The week in review

2011-04-08T09:00:00.000-04:00

So, week one of weight watchers went really well. I lost 4lbs. I have a ton of energy because I am eating healthier. I am hoping to drop quite a bit by the time we move. I just have to stick to the plan.

I ordered Roo her Easter dress. It should be here today. I cannot wait to try it on her. This is the first Easter dress I bought her. Gram always bought her Easter and Christmas outfits. She loved to get things for the kids. Ordering it was bittersweet. I should also be getting the material to make Roo a tutu. She is going to love it. I have been looking at pettieskirt material as well. I just don't have a lot of room for my sewing machine.

Boo has decided I cannot walk him up to school anymore. I have to drop him off at the bottom of the hill. He always looks back to make sure I am watching when he gets to the top. He isn't quite as big as he pretends to be.

J and I are starting to get ready for the move. He has a few jobs to finish up here but he should be heading down in May. I am nervous and excited all at once. I cannot wait to move but I am praying J finds a good job and apartment. I know that God will provide for us though. I just need to keep faith.

Weight Watchers

2011-04-02T16:12:00.001-04:00

I started Weight Watchers yesterday. I have gotten to the point I cannot stand looking in the mirror. I need to lose at least 60lbs to be at a healthy weight and another 10lbs or so to be at my ideal weight. I have been doing well so far. I have stayed within my points range and not been hungry. I am hoping to add some exercise to my plan soon.

I am in love!

2011-03-29T19:15:00.000-04:00

My new Kitchenaid stand mixer arrived today. I had a Kitchenaid from the 1940s but the bowl broke in December. After searching everywhere for a new bowl, I broke down and bought a new mixer. This is what it looks like. The bayleaf color is even more amazing in person. It came with a flex edge beater as a bonus plus a $30 rebate and a year subscription to Martha Stewart Living. I made the most awesome brownies in it this afternoon. I am about to make some cookies as well. This mixer could be very bad for my diet. I cannot wait to make mashed potatoes with it. They will be so light and fluffy!

Sick

2011-03-25T08:55:00.001-04:00

For the last two weeks everyone has been sick. Boo and I had the flu last week. J had a cold. Then on Wednesday I had to pick Boo up from school because he vomited. He was fine yesterday and went to school but last night Roo vomited all night long. She is laying on the couch looking miserable right now. I am hoping the warmer weather that is supposed to be coming our way will perk us all up.

Quiet

2011-03-12T16:06:00.001-05:00

My sister-in-law is leaving today. I will finally have my house back and some quiet. She came and stayed with us for five days about two weeks ago, flew out to Washington, and then returned here for two more days. I like B and love my niece and nephews but I am glad they are headed home. She has a 10 year old daughter M, a 7 year old son X, and a 3 year old son K. That means 5 kids plus 3 adults in my tiny apartment. To make it worse the kids spend all day fighting with each other and wreaking my house. I am a bit of a neat freak. I cannot stand messes and toys left everywhere. That is why the kids share a bedroom and have a playroom. The toys were everywhere. I couldn't walk without stepping on something or tripping over someone. And the volume level was insane. Screaming, crying, whining, and that was just the adults.

I have decided I am going to curl up with my Kindle and read or catch a few episodes of the office with J. I need some quiet time to recharge my battery. This makes me really hope we get the four bedroom house I fell in love with in LA. It is 4100+ sq. ft. and I could hide when people come to visit.

Simple Woman's Daybook for March 7, 2011

2011-03-07T12:02:00.001-05:00

Outside my window... there is a mixture of freezing rain and snow.

I am thinking... about my new classes that started today.

I am thankful for... the tree branch not going through my roof when it fell on it this morning & the fact I am finished with my college art class.

From the kitchen... nothing this second but we are having yogurt for lunch and cajun chicken with rice and green beans for dinner.

I am wearing... jeans, sneakers, a long sleeved green striped shirt, and a hoodie.

I am reading... a chapter in my new sociology text and history text.

I am hoping... that it starts getting warmer soon so Jay can replace the muffler on my van.

I am creating... a peaceful, pleasant home.

I am hearing... the heater running, J typing up an assignment, and Roo playing with her Polly Pockets and legos.

Around the house... is it mostly clean except for the laundry I need to fold.

One of my favorite things... is clean sheets!

A few plans for the rest of the week... getting some schoolwork done, dropping of the recycling, doing a deep clean of the kitchen, and decluttering.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

Simple Woman's Daybook for February 28, 2011

2011-02-28T15:06:00.000-05:00

Outside my window... it is rainy and overcast.

I am thinking... that this headache needs to go away!

I am thankful for... Boo being at his best friend's b-day party so I can have some quiet.

From the kitchen... oatmeal chocolate chip muffins and garlic butter chicken for dinner.

I am wearing... jeans and a turtleneck.

I am reading... the new Family Circle and Woman's Day. I need to start a new book.

I am hoping... that I can get inspired to work on my final for art class.

I am creating... a peaceful refuge.

I am hearing... the dryer and Roo playing quietly with her Polly Pockets.

Around the house... is clean. I just need to dust.

One of my favorite things... is to cuddle with J and watch Supernatural.

A few plans for the rest of the week... art final, math final, Boo back to school, get donations dropped off, drop of recycling, & go to the library.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you... Roo at 6 days old.

Simple Woman's Monday February 21, 2011

2011-02-21T09:33:00.000-05:00

Outside my window... it is snowing.

I am thinking... that I have a lot to do today.

I am thankful for... my family.

From the kitchen... nothing right now. I haven't even planned dinner yet. I am thinking chili.

I am wearing... jeans and a striped shirt.

I am reading... lots of stuff for Art History and math plus Living with the Dead by Kelley Armstrong. (Yes, I still need to finish this)

I am hoping... that it quiets down here soon.

I am creating... a peaceful haven.

I am hearing... kids, kids, and more kids. My sister-in-law is here with her three children.

Around the house... is a huge mess that is overwhelming me.

One of my favorite things... is finishing my to-do list.

A few plans for the rest of the week... working on my final project for art, getting the house back together, spending time with Boo since he is off from school, & dropping stuff off at Twice Blessed.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

Simple Woman's Daybook for February 14th, 2010

2011-02-14T08:38:00.000-05:00

Outside my window... it is warming up.

I am thinking... that I have a lot to do today.

I am thankful for... Jay.

From the kitchen... chocolate chip cookies and tonight will be meatloaf.

I am wearing... jeans and a striped turtleneck.

I am reading... lots of stuff for Art History and math plus Living with the Dead by Kelley Armstrong.

I am hoping... that we can get the house in Louisiana.

I am creating... an amazing family.

I am hearing... She-ra.

Around the house... is a bit of a mess.

One of my favorite things... is finishing my to-do list.

A few plans for the rest of the week... getting my desk up here and putting my office back together.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

House Hunting part 1

2011-02-12T12:41:00.000-05:00

It is official that we are moving. Now for the fun part: house hunting! I have found one that I like. It is cute, cheap, and good sized. It is also a complete PITA to house hunt from 26 hours away. How am I supposed to get a feel for the house when I cannot walk through it. I know it is early because we are not moving until June but I want this house. I want to get moving on the loan process. I wish we could move now instead of having to wait until the taxes come back and J gets work lined up. If only we were independently wealthy.

Simple Woman's Daybook for February 7, 2011

2011-02-07T15:56:00.001-05:00

Outside my window... it is snowy.

I am thinking... that I can't wait for summer!

I am thankful for... Jay going back to school.

From the kitchen... nothing & I am not sure what is for dinner.

I am wearing... jeans, t-shirt, and a blue zip up hoodie.

I am reading... lots of stuff for Art History and math plus Living with the Dead by Kelley Armstrong.

I am hoping... that we can start getting things organized for our move.

I am creating... a safe place.

I am hearing... the kids playing.

Around the house... is a mess of toys.

One of my favorite things... is taking a nice nap.

A few plans for the rest of the week... getting things cleaned up and back on track.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

Snow, snow go away!

2011-02-06T13:38:00.000-05:00

After a long hiatus, I am back. This has been a difficult winter. We have been sick for months now. On top of that my beloved Gram passed away on December 31st. She was a great source of strength and inspiration and will be greatly missed. After talking about it, J and I have decided we are moving this summer. We will be relocating to northern Louisiana if all goes well. He will head down in May and get things ready for the rest of us.

Speaking of spring and summer, I am so done with snow! We have had one of the snowiest winters on record and it is only the beginning of February. Our roof is leaking in a dozen places, the heater can barely keep up with the cold, and I am sick of shoveling. That is one of our main reasons for moving south: NO SNOW. Or at least very little. Please send us some positive thoughts and prayers. I will try to post more often especially about all the new changes. Let's see how this Yankee does in the south.

First Day of School

2010-08-30T10:26:00.000-04:00

Today was Boo's first day of school. It is hard to believe that the boy I gave birth to
5 1/2 is big enough for school. I walked him down to his classroom. He was excited to see some kids from his preschool class last year. There were also several new kids for him to meet. He met his teacher. She was my music teacher 20 or so years ago when I was in school. Boo looked so big sitting at his table. He found his name on his seat, hung his coat up, put his backpack up, and went to circle time. I find the house strangely quiet without him. Roo is here but she is quieter as well. I guess playing alone is less noisy than playing with your big brother.

For Monday June 21st...

2010-06-21T09:38:00.000-04:00

Outside my window... it is summer!

I am thinking... that I should be vacuuming.

I am thankful for... Jay getting our boat fixed!

From the kitchen... coffee and the kids are eating cantaloupe. There will be salmon for dinner tonight.

I am wearing... capris and a magenta beaded t-shirt.

I am reading... a chapter on algebra, three chapters on American Government, and Full Tilt by Janet Evanovich and Charlotte Hughes.

I am hoping... Jay can get started on a big tile job soon. Just waiting on a tile choice from the home owner.

I am creating... a sanctuary.

I am hearing... Toot and Puddle.

Around the house... it is clean except for the vacuuming.

One of my favorite things... is playing outside with the kids.

A few plans for the rest of the week... going to story time at the library, seeing my rheumatologist, doing schoolwork, playing outside with the kids, & finding more things for a tag sale.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

Happy Father's Day

2010-06-20T09:12:00.000-04:00

I am so lucky to be married to an amazing dad! He always takes the time to play with the kids, take them hiking or fishing, spoil them both rotten, and just be an awesome dad. In fact, little Roo has him completely wrapped around her finger. The other day while I was taking Boo to school, Roo asked J for some peaches. J told her he would get them after he went to the bathroom and she said "Actually dad, you need to get me peaches first and then you can go to the bathroom." Guess who got peaches first?

In this world where all you hear about are uninvolved and deadbeat dads, I am so thankful to have a husband that is a great partner and puts his children first (at least most of the time). So if you have an awesome involved father or if you are married to one make sure you let them know how much they mean to you.

Contest!

2010-06-14T15:36:00.002-04:00

Check out this cool contest for a Kitchenaid mixer. Leanne over at Saving Dinner is giving it away. You can also get some great kitchen and dinner tips.

http://savingdinner.com/contest/

For Monday June 14th...

2010-06-14T12:18:00.000-04:00

Outside my window... it is cloudy and hot.

I am thinking... that I really want a nap.

I am thankful for... Anka getting a preschool spot!

From the kitchen... nothing right now but lemon pepper chicken for dinner.

I am wearing... capris and a yellow t-shirt.

I am reading... 161 pages about algebra for my math class.

I am hoping... that I did good on the classes that just ended.

I am creating... a peaceful home.

I am hearing... birds and cars on the road.

Around the house... it is clean.

One of my favorite things... is having some time to daydream.

A few plans for the rest of the week... getting stuff done for my new classes, an end of the year picnic at Jimmy's school, cleaning out the boat, and getting some of the storage area decluttered.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

A nice quiet weekend...

2010-06-13T19:38:00.000-04:00

I have two classes that ended today. Normally I would be panicking because two classes ending mean two final projects due. This block I decided to do something different. I decided to pretend I was organized and start on my final projects before they were due instead of waiting until the last minute (not that the last minute didn't work, I got As on all my final project so far). I was hoping to avoid some stress. I had both of my projects done and posted on Friday! Go me!!!

Except now I had a weekend with nothing to do but relax. J takes over most of the kidlet duty on the weekends. It was really nice but a bit boring. I ended up downloading everything I need for my next block and starting on the reading. I am glad I did. I have 161 pages to read this week for algebra. How can there be this much reading for a math class?

For Tuesday June 8th...

2010-06-08T15:58:00.001-04:00

Outside my window... it is sunny.

I am thinking... I should be working on my final project.

I am thankful for... my husband taking Jimmy fishing.

From the kitchen... steak for dinner.

I am wearing... capris and a t-shirt.

I am reading... An Intimate Deception by Catherine Coulter.

I am hoping... that Jay cleans the sink when he is done cleaning the trout.

I am creating... a home.

I am hearing... Dr. Phil.

Around the house... it is clean.

One of my favorite things... is Hell's Kitchen which is on tonight!

A few plans for the rest of the week... finishing up the final projects for my classes. One is due Saturday and the other is due Sunday.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

For Sunday June 6th...

2010-06-06T11:54:00.000-04:00

Outside my window... it is rainy and damp.

I am thinking... I should get up and get around.

I am thankful for... Netflix on the Wii so the kids can watch movies in the playroom.

From the kitchen... nothing right now but there will be chicken parm for dinner.

I am wearing... track pants and a t-shirt.

I am reading... An Honorable Offer by Catherine Coulter.

I am hoping... that the rain clears up so we can go outside.

I am creating... a home.

I am hearing... the kids playing.

Around the house... it is clean.

One of my favorite things... is my husband.

A few plans for the rest of the week... finishing up the final projects for my classes. One is due Saturday and the other is due Sunday.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

For May 27th

2010-05-27T14:36:00.002-04:00

Outside my window... it is hot and sunny still but not as hot as it was yesterday.

I am thinking... I really need a nap.

I am thankful for... my husband who is an awesome father.

From the kitchen... nothing right now. It is too hot to bake.

I am wearing... capris and a t-shirt.

I am reading... some magazines and a few chapters on biology for class.

I am hoping... that Anka gets into preschool.

I am creating... a home.

I am hearing... The People's Court on the TV.

Around the house... it is clean. I only have to fold clothes.

One of my favorite things... is my dog.

A few plans for the rest of the week... getting to the library to get the kids another Magic Tree House book, getting my homework done, taking a nap, and sewing a dress for Anka.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

For today: May 26th

2010-05-26T13:02:00.004-04:00

Outside my window... it is hot and sunny!

I am thinking... that I need to start on my outline for class.

I am thankful for... my air conditioner that J put in yesterday.

From the kitchen... nothing right now but hamburger gravy and biscuits for dinner.

I am wearing... capris and a t-shirt.

I am reading... some magazines and a few chapters on biology for class.

I am hoping... that we can put together the bunkbed for the kids today.

I am creating... a home.

I am hearing... Days of Our Lives on the TV.

Around the house... it is clean. I only have to fold clothes.

One of my favorite things... flowers

A few plans for the rest of the week... getting to the library to get the kids another Magic Tree House book, getting my homework done, taking a nap, and sewing a dress for Anka.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

Hot, hot, hot!

2010-05-25T19:18:00.002-04:00

Summer has officially come to Vermont. I made J put the air conditioner in the window today. I am just glad that another winter is gone. I love summer. I can send Boo outside to play. We can all go out on the boat, ride bikes and four-wheelers, and just play in the sunshine.

Another staple of summer is the flea market. We went to the flea market this weekend. I was hoping to find some deals on cast iron but no luck there. I want a muffin tin, a dutch oven, a griddle, and a few more frying pans. I did get some books though. Those are handy when the kids want to play outside all afternoon but I don't want to take the computer out.

A Simple Woman's Daybook

2010-04-19T11:30:00.004-04:00

Outside my window... is gray but at least it isn't raining today.

I am thinking... that I really need to do some reading for biology class.

I am thankful for... my husband quitting smoking!

From the kitchen... not much right now. We are having omelets for dinner & I am about to heat some soup for lunch.

I am wearing... jeans and a t-shirt.

I am reading... Bioinquiry: Making Connections in Biology & Multicultural Education in a Pluralistic Society. For fun I am reading A Kiss of Shadows by Laurell K Hamilton.

I am hoping... that I can get my biology reading done & catch a nap.

I am creating... an inviting space for my family.

I am hearing... my dryer going & the Clifford movie that the kids are watching.

Around the house... is mostly clean. I just need to pick up some blankets from this morning cuddlefest.

One of my favorite things... is my new laptop.

A few plans for the rest of the week... schoolwork, storytime at the library, Earthday Celebration, & going outside with the kids since Boo has no school this week.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

Getting back to normal

2010-04-11T10:12:00.002-04:00

Well, life is starting to get back to normal around here. I don't know what it was but I have been in an awful slump. I just took two weeks off from classes and focused on getting out of this rut. I made some appointments that I have been avoiding, I got on some meds for my arthritis, and worked on some decluttering.

I go back to school tomorrow and I am feeling really good about it. There are a few little things I want to finish up today but I have gotten a lot accomplished. Now if my grant comes in soon so I can get a new laptop I will be all set.

A Simple Woman's Daybook

2010-03-29T15:32:00.004-04:00

Outside my window... it is rainy and gray.

I am thinking... that I need a nap.

I am thankful for... my kids even if they are driving me crazy.

From the kitchen... nothing yet but I am making applesauce pork chops for dinner.

I am wearing... jeans and a long sleeve t-shirt.

I am reading... Creative Knitting magazine and I Thee Wed by Amanda Quick.

I am hoping... that the weather will be nice so we can grill on Friday.

I am creating... a home.

I am hearing... Jimmy crying because he is in a time out.

Around the house... is mostly tidy.

One of my favorite things... is quiet!

A few plans for the rest of the week... I am taking two weeks of school so mostly cleaning and relaxing.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you...

A Simple Woman's Daybook

2010-03-22T09:10:00.003-04:00

Outside my window... is gray and a little dreary.

I am thinking... that I really should write that paper that was due yesterday and start on my final projects.

I am thankful for... my kids and Jay.

From the kitchen... not much right now. Jay is making us pork loin for dinner.

I am wearing... jeans, a long sleeve t-shirt, and sneakers.

I am reading... Living Dead in Dallas by Charlaine Harris

I am hoping... that my grant money comes in so I can get my new laptop.

I am creating... a few dish cloths.

I am hearing... the Pink Panther (Anka & Jay are watching it) & my noisy heater.

Around the house... is nice and clean thanks to FlyLady.

One of my favorite things... knitting

A few plans for the rest of the week... an appointment with a specialist about my rheumatoid arthritis and a meeting at school about early education plus 2 final project due for my classes on Sunday.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you... Jimmy at almost 2 weeks old. He turned 5 on 3/9.

5 Years Ago

2010-03-09T22:41:00.003-05:00

It is hard to believe that 5 years ago I was in the hospital giving birth to a beautiful baby boy.

Now he is so big. He knows the alphabet and how to write his name. He can do addition and build amazing Lego trucks and houses. Where did my baby go?

My Thankful List

2010-03-08T10:44:00.005-05:00

I am thankful for my wonderful husband and children

I am thankful that Jimmy has school tomorrow.

I am thankful that spring is coming to VT.

I am thankful for my new spinning wheel (again awesome hubby!)

I am thankful for my doggy and kitties.

I am thankful for having pizza for dinner tonight so I don't have to cook.

I am thankful my classes are almost over so I can move onto new ones.

I am thankful for my new books.

I am thankful Jay's business is picking up again.

I am thankful we are getting our tax return soon.

I know there are many more things but those are the first ones that popped into my head.

Time

2010-01-02T13:19:00.002-05:00

Time always seems to fly around the holidays. Everyone loved the gifts I knit for them. I definitely doing something similar next year! I am thinking socks though. Nothing like some nice hand knit socks to keep your feet comfortable.

The kids got completely spoiled. Roo ended up with almost all the Strawberry Shortcake play sets and had played with nothing else. Boo got several cars and building block sets. He loves building things. He is really good at it too. He used some of my old Legos and made a really cool horse and cart from looking at a picture.

I got a nice locket from J and the kids, an ipod, a gift card for Applebees, and some new sheets and towels. J is also working on getting me a spinning wheel. I am super excited! I am already dreaming of spinning and dying some wool for socks.

Boo and I are both back to school Monday. It seems like these two weeks have flown. I am getting a head start on all my reading and assignments. Only 3 weeks left and then on to two new classes. I can't believe I am almost through a full year of school.

The Simple Woman's Daybook

2009-12-07T13:01:00.003-05:00

For Today... December 7th

Outside my window... is snow, snow and more snow

I am thinking... that I really need to work on my homework even if I don't want to do it.

I am thankful for... my heat working.

From the kitchen... not much since I just mopped and it is wet. We just had p&j for lunch. I am making pork mole for dinner. I may make banana bread.

I am wearing... jeans and a sweater.

I am reading... a history book, a book on American Education, "Lean Mean 13" by Janet Evanovich, and the Yarn Harlot's blog.

I am hoping... that Jay will fix my leaky sink and put up the new shelf like he promised today.

I am creating... several knit dishcloths for Christmas presents.

I am hearing... Anka singing about being a super hero and spinning, and Jimmy playing cowboy.

Around the house... it is clean. I only have to fold clothes when they get out of the dryer.

One of my favorite things... knitting, new yarn and pattern books.

A few plans for the rest of the week... hopefully getting a tree, more cleaning, lots of schoolwork, and shuttling Jimmy back and forth to school.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you... My princess

From The Simple Woman's Daybook

Drowning

2009-12-01T11:12:00.008-05:00

I feel like I am drowning in school work. Every week I have at least one thousand word paper due plus several other projects. I also have to read around 150-200 pages a week for my classes. I cannot wait until the 21st when our 2 week break begins.

I am still working on my knitted gifts. I just finished a knit kitty dishcloth. I also got a bit of shopping done on Black Friday. I got J a TomTom for $59. Of course I had to give it to him right away. I also got myself a new sewing machine. It is J's gift to me. I got Roo a huge Barbie. It is almost as big as she is. I got Boo a Madagascar racing game for the Wii. I have to get the kids some more things and I will be done with the shopping part of Christmas.

Here are the pictures of the kitty dishcloth. You can see my new sewing machine in the background. Also I haven't blocked the dishcloth yet so it is not square. It will be though when I am all done with it.

Progress

2009-11-23T16:04:00.004-05:00

So project Knit Christmas is going fairly well. I am working on the Rachel's Knitting Room November dishcloth. She has some great monthly knit alongs. I think we are getting close to the end since I have decreased down to 11 stitches.

I also got one of the coffee cup dish cloths done. It is hard to see the image in the picture but it came out really cute.

Nail polish giveaway

2009-11-21T08:54:00.002-05:00

Smoochiefrog over at Manicure Mamas is giving away a great OPI nail polish set. I am in love with the berry color. If you don't polish your nails it would make a great gift for someone who does.

back to knitting

2009-11-21T08:04:00.002-05:00

I have been feeling like something is missing lately. Just a vague, nagging feeling that something is not right. Then I realized I didn't have a project on my needles. It is either that or babyfever, but since Jay is not on board with one more yet I am going with the knitting.

I have decided to knit my way to Christmas. I have stocked up on a ton of cute cotton yarn, and everyone is getting a nice dishtowel/potholder and dish cloth set. I have an awesome pattern that is not too complicated but is visually interesting (Thanks to Rachel's November KAL). I will take some pictures as I go along.

If you are a family member you may be getting a sneak peek at your Christmas gift, so if you want a surprise don't read any future posts that have Christmas spoiler in the title.

I hate writing...

2009-10-21T16:38:00.002-04:00

research papers! I hate them with a passion. I would rather fold 10,000 loads of laundry than right another research paper. I don't mind creative writing. I even like some of the shorter essays but research papers really suck. I try to be concise when I write. Why do I need to write 2500 when I can say the same thing fully documented in 1000 words? That is my mini-rant for the day.

Thankful for my children...

2009-10-19T20:10:00.003-04:00

A girl I talk to just found out the child she is pregnant with has a birth defect that is incompatible with life. Things like this really make you stop and think about the blessings you have. I am so thankful I have two (mostly healthy) children.

It is so easy to take something for granted. I do it often. I will get upset at my kids and yell. I need to try to find more patience in my life and remember that some people are unable to have children. I have been given a gift from God.

Procrastination and whining

2009-09-29T15:22:00.002-04:00

I have a 2500 word paper due in a few weeks. The thesis for it is due this week, the outline is due next week (in complete sentences), and I haven't even started. I have some of the research printed out, but I haven't even read it yet. I even picked a topic that interests me (health care reform) and I am passionate about, but I just can't motivate myself to work on it. I really need to get moving. I am just sick of research papers. I really hope my next English class is creative writing.

Long time no posts and swine flu

2009-09-27T09:38:00.002-04:00

I have been really awful about keeping up with this blog. I have been keeping busy with schoolwork, cleaning, schoolwork, knitting, schoolwork, crochet, schoolwork, learning to coupon, and more schoolwork. My teachers this block are sadistic and think it is fun to have a 500-750 word paper due in both classes just about every week. I am coping, but when this block is over I will be breaking out the champagne.

School has started for Boo. He is loving it, but I am not loving having to be up at 7am. He is happy to see his friends again. School has been in session for 3 weeks. He had only gone 1 week. Then he brought home swine flu. First week Jimmy was sick. It wasn't too bad. He had a fever, cough, sore throat, and was bouncing off walls. Second week everyone else had it. J and I both had fevers for 2-3 days, cough, sore throat, and were exhausted. Roo was coughing, had a fever and was bouncing off walls. Yeah, apparently the tired part only affects adults.

On the craft front I just finished crocheting a sunhat for Roo. I will try to update with some pictures soon. I still need to finish the sweater I started for Boo in the spring. I am pulling that out next since the weather is getting cold again. Fall is officially here. I have a yard full of leaves I really need to rake up. Christmas is around the corner. I really need a ball or two of sock yarn to start some gifts. I am still hoping to get my sewing machine for my birthday and my spinning wheel for Christmas.

The weight loss project has stalled. I need to get better about exercising daily. I have the treadmill set up in a great spot but I need to start using it more. I have been pretty good about snacking though. I mostly stick to healthy snacks and have not been buying junk food.

My obsession with nail polish has dwindled some. Mostly because I started biting my nails again. I am trying not to though. It usually happens while reading my assignments for the week. I think I will wear gloves while I read them from now on.

I think that is all the news for now. I will try to update this more often in the future. I can't promise daily updates but I will try for at least a weekly one.

Rain, rain go away!

2009-08-01T00:38:00.002-04:00

I am so sick of rain. It seems like it has been raining constantly this summer. We haven't had one good weekend yet. I was hoping to take the kids to the lake more this summer since we are 5 minutes away and they are old enough to enjoy it. Instead I have had to try and entertain them because all it does is rain. There is only so many times I can sing songs and play games. It also doesn't help that I have started college courses. I was planning on being able to take my laptop outside so the kids could play without bugging me but that hasn't worked either. I am so glad Boo will be back in preschool in a month. I am almost ready for winter.

My husband is awesome!

2009-07-30T18:16:00.002-04:00

J has really been stepping up and helping out lately. This morning he let me sleep in, he went out and did a ton of yard work for my g-ma and took the kids with him, and tonight he just made dinner.

He has been making a huge effort in the last few weeks. I love this new side of him. I am starting to get spoiled. It is such a nice change. I think the talk we had really made a difference.

Shit talkers

2009-07-27T20:40:00.003-04:00

I am glad that so many people are so bored they feel the need to make secrets about others and post nasty comments. If you have something to say to me have the balls to actually use your name and not bash me anonymously. Why bother talking shit at all? Is your life that boring that you need to remember things someone else posted about their life and try to use it against them? Thanks to the person that e-mailed me the head's up though.

Yes, I am married and I happen to have a crush on someone else. Big fucking deal. Nothing will ever come of it. I am not ashamed of it. I am human, so fucking what? I don't flirt with said person, I would never cross any lines with said person or anyone else so why are you so offended by it? I don't regret posting about it either. It was a thread about secrets and since that was the biggest one I have I posted it. I am sure there are posters that have done worse.

One last great giveaway

2009-07-13T12:13:00.001-04:00

If you like Vera Bradley you can win a great purse here:

http://jenkinsk08.blogspot.com/2009/07/my100th-post-giveaway.html

I know I will be entering!

Other giveaways.

2009-07-13T11:58:00.002-04:00

Here is a great cosmetic bag giveaway:
http://www.misadventuresofanewlywed.com/2009/07/giveaway-dos.html

Check this giveaway out if you need some adorable wine glasses:
http://rachelnsimpson.blogspot.com/2009/07/preppy-giveaway.html

If you have a sweet tooth this is the giveaway for you:
http://lorinoelle.blogspot.com/2009/07/birthday-giveaways.html

If you need a new beach bag and towel go here:
http://lifewithattitude.blogspot.com/2009/07/its-my-birthday-and-ill-give-away-if-i.html

This last one is for wine lovers:
http://www.misadventuresofanewlywed.com/2009/07/let-giveaways-begin.html

So let the giveaway fun begin!

Nail essentials giveaway

2009-07-13T11:33:00.002-04:00

If you love free stuff and manicures have I got the place for you:

http://handbagobsessed.blogspot.com/2009/07/happy-birthday-to-my-blog.html

You can enter for a chance to win lots of great manicure essentials including an OPI nail color.

Balance

2009-07-08T11:30:00.002-04:00

I have been trying to find some balance in my life lately. I just started classes a few days ago and I am feeling a bit overwhelmed. I need to find a way to juggle classes, the kids, housework, time with J and, hopefully, a little time for me. I have written a schedule. I am hoping that if we stick to it there will be enough time in the day to get everything done. We will see how that goes though since we don't tend to be schedule people. Wish us luck!

Happy 4th of July

2009-07-04T18:42:00.002-04:00

Happy 4th to all my fellow Americans! I am enjoying my last weekend of freedom before my classes start. I have a feeling my weekends are going to be pretty packed with kids, studying and paper writing from now on. I will be taking Boo and Roo to the fireworks in a few hours. Hope to see some of my local readers there!

College has started!

2009-07-02T14:53:00.002-04:00

I am officially enrolled in college. I have been in a student orientation the last 2 days and start classes on Monday. I am going to work on a degree in elementary education. I should have it about the same time Roo starts school full-time.

I am excited to be doing something that uses my brain for a change. I love my kids but it is hard to have an intelligent conversation with a 4yo and 2.5yo.

Happy Father's Day!

2009-06-21T10:24:00.002-04:00

Happy father's day to all the fathers out there. Most importantly happy father's day to my husband. You are a truly awesome father. Your kids adore you and so do I. You make all of us feel loved and safe. You are supportive and provide for us. The kids and I love you more than you can ever imagine. I hope you have an awesome day.

All things girly

2009-06-20T10:15:00.002-04:00

So I have never been a girly girl. Don't get me wrong. I love pink and flowers but to the outside world I am more of a tomboy. I am going to try and make a bit of a new start. I have always wished I was one of those girls with the perfect nails and hair. The ones that wear make-up everyday and just looked pulled together. The ones with entire collections of shoes and purses. Instead I am the one in track pants with my hair in a pony-tail who constantly bites her nails. The one whose shoe collection consists of a pair of sneakers, a pair of sandals and a pair of crocs. I have a few purses but none are very pretty or stylish with the exception of the berry colored one my g-ma just got me. (Thanks Gram!)

So as soon as I have a few extra dollars I am going to get some pretty nail polish, a few new pairs of shoes and a new purse (and thanks to the bargain hunters board I know just the one. In fact I may even get the giraffe and zebra print.). I am going to actually start wearing some of the make -up I own and doing my hair. Here is to the new girly me! My outside is going to start matching my inside. Wish me luck girls! Now I just need to get a handle on the nail biting.

Loving the Wii

2009-06-19T07:54:00.002-04:00

So we finally got a Wii! About time right. Everyone else and their brother has one. Now I need to figure out which fitness game I want for it. There is Wii Fit, EA Sports Active, My Fitness Coach, Jillian Michael's Fitness Ultimatum... I am sure there are even more out there that I haven't stumbled across. So help me choose. What do you have and what do love/hate about it? Is there any separate equipment? What will help me lose weight and get fit the quickest? What can I do without accidently hitting, kicking or falling on a kid (since one is always under my feet!)?

Cowardly bitches

2009-06-18T12:39:00.002-04:00

Wow, their really are some cowardly bitches on the interwebz (thanks Holl'eigh for this word). It is disgusting that there is an entire sight devoted to tearing other moms down. It is sad that some people that are supposed to be mothers have enough time on their hands to steal someones pictures and write a nasty secret about them. If your life is so pathetic that you have nothing better to do you really need to go find a fucking hobby. I would say go spend some time with your kids but I am thinking that they are better off without your influence. To all the people that had hurtful things written about you I love you girls! You are wonderful mommies, great friends and beautiful people. To the bitches that love to tear others down just remember you reap what you sow. Don't be surprised when karma comes around to bite you in the ass and no one is there for you. That is what happens when you are a fake.

Potty Training Day 6

2009-05-14T13:33:00.002-04:00

So Roo has been doing great with potty training. She has been peeing on the potty almost a week. She isn't quite as good with pooping. I can't put underwear on her though or she poops in it. I am so glad she caught on. We are now diaper free!

Technical Difficulties

2009-05-13T15:49:00.001-04:00

So I finally got my DSL up and running but now the router I bought 2 months ago isn't working right. It works it the computer is wired to it but it won't work wirelessly. I am really starting to get annoyed with technology. Who wants to come fix it for me?

Swine flu hysteria and other things

2009-05-03T18:12:00.003-04:00

So J is sick. He vomited the last 2 nights. He is most certainly dying of swine flu if you listen to him. I think it is just a stomach virus though since there is no fever, coughing or sneezing. I would rather be sick myself and taking care of two sick kids than deal with J having a cold. What is it that turns grown men into big babies.

Also I have an idea for a new law. I think that to pass a driving test you should have to know how to jump a car's battery. Seriously, J's sister had to jump a car the other night and she put the jumper cables on the battery backwards. Luckily she didn't take the plastic protector off the terminal since it could have blown up the battery. I had to take Boo and Roo out of bed at 9:30 so J could go help her.

My 'poo free expiriment

2009-04-14T19:40:00.004-04:00

On the advice of one of my internet hippie friends I am trying to go shampoo free. I have been hearing a lot of bad things about some of the ingredients in shampoo and conditioner. I have already made the switch to natural cleaning products (vinegar, baking soda, lemon juice and salt) and homemade laundry detergent so this isn't really that big of a stretch for me. Except for the fact that I have very thin, oily hair. According to my friend shampoo may be the cause of my oily hair. She showed me before and after pictures of her hair and I must say it looks amazing now. I am on day 7 on the shampoo free experiment and my hair looks and feels great. It was slightly greasy the first 2 days but now it looks shiny and full of life. I will try to get some decent pictures tomorrow.

Tell me what you think of me.

2009-03-30T22:07:00.001-04:00

Here is your chance to tell me what you think of me. Just click on the link and have at it.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Mom2JimmyandBianca

Perfect parenting rant

2009-03-29T16:10:00.002-04:00

So apparently there is a perfect way to parent children. It works across the board for every child. Now the funny thing is that no one can tell me how to be this perfect parent. I have heard plenty of people told that they aren't following the perfect parenting rules.

To be a perfect parent you must keep your child away from every danger real or imagined but can't hover or be a helicopter parent.

You must have perfectly behaved children but never punish them or embarrass them. They must have perfect manners and listen to you immediately every time.

Your child must never wear light-up shoes, character clothing or things that don't match but they should also be allowed to pick out their own clothing and have things that other children are wearing.

Your child must be perfectly groomed at all times, bath everyday and never have a speck of dust on them yet still be allowed to play outside in the mud since that helps their creativity.

Your house must be spotless at all times but you must spend all your time and energy on playing with your child.

Sorry but to me this whole perfect parenting crap sounds just like that: crap. I am an imperfect parent but then again my kids are imperfect kids. We all have times where we yell, lose our tempers or let something slide to avoid a fight. I am glad my kids can see that I am not perfect that way when they aren't perfect they can realize it is ok to just be your best even if it isn't perfect. I have had to apologize to my kids on occasion for losing my temper. There are times when I just don't have time to read "Green Eggs and Ham" for the tenth time in a row since I need to do dishes or laundry. I have been known to yell. From now on my goal is to be the best parent I can be: an imperfect one.

I'm back

2009-03-24T09:04:00.002-04:00

We have been without internet for the past 2 months. I am now back but on dial-up for now. It all has to do with the stupid conversion of Verizon to Fairpoint. I called to order DSL from Fairpoint and was supposed to have it almost 2 months ago. I cancelled my cable service since I was getting DSL and didn't want to be charged for another month. That was my big mistake. It has now been 6 weeks of being on hold 45 minutes every few days trying to find out what is going on with my order. I will say the Fairpoint reps are the nicest most helpful people out there with a few exceptions of course.

Other than that life has been fairly normal. J was offered a job at Wal-mart plus calls for tile have started rolling in. This is good since he just bought a Supra that needs a new motor and another motorcycle. One of these days when he comes home and tells me this stuff I am going to explode.

The kids are getting bigger. Boo had his 4th b-day. He is doing better in pre-school. Roo has had a language explosion and now you can't shut her up. She is super bossy lately. She tries to send Boo to his room anytime he makes her mad.

I have somehow managed to keep my weight steady even without tracking calories. I am glad I can track again though. I really need to loose!

So his stuff is now on the porch.

2009-01-29T10:23:00.003-05:00

J and I got in a huge fight this morning over him driving a friend to work. I am worried he won't get back in time for Boo to go to pre-school and apparently that makes me a selfish bitch. I told him I am sick of him talking down to me and the name calling. I didn't think asking him to take his truck instead of the van was that big of a deal. I also don't see why it is our responsibility to make sure his friend gets to work. After he left I gathered up all his stuff and put it out on our porch. I am done. I have all the doors locked since we only have one key and it is sitting on our counter.

I got a new hair cut

2009-01-29T09:23:00.005-05:00

I have been in a total blogging slump lately. I guess I just don't have anything to say. Anyone that knows me in real life would never believe that but it is true. I have just been feeling blah lately. I am in a slump. It is the stress of no money, J being out of work and Boo and Roo being kids.

I did get my hair cut though. It was driving me nuts so I made J cut it off since I have no money to go the salon. Then I put in a few layers. I am kinda liking it but it is so different.

I am also down 7.5lbs so far. I can't really see a difference but I can fit into some jeans that I haven't been able to wear for a year.

The week from hell!

2009-01-22T10:04:00.002-05:00

So the stomach flu hit and I mean hit hard. Poor Roo had it the worst. She was throwing up for 3 days and had diarrhea for 4. Boo had it first but not quite as bad as Roo. J had one night of throwing up and was of course sicker than the kids and was on his deathbed which meant even though I was sick as well I had to play nursemaid to two vomiting kids and one whiny ass grown freaking baby. I did get lucky and not vomit. The other plus was I was so sick I didn't eat and lost 3lbs. That makes it a total of 6.5lbs down.

The virus seems to have mostly left the house now. Roo is still recovering though. She mostly lays on the couch and whines. J is doing good on his diploma work. He has 2 projects down and 3 left to complete. Boo has bounced back and went to school yesterday and is going today. I am riding on a high this week for the combination of weight loss and the inauguration. Nothing sounds as great as FORMER President Bush.

Makes my heart melt

2009-01-13T13:58:00.003-05:00

So Key is a hit with the kids. Boo and Roo are in love! Now if I can just get the cats to come out of hiding life will be good.

Welcoming the newest member of our family!

2009-01-10T19:25:00.002-05:00

We got a dog today. Not just any dog. We have been searching for months for our perfect dog and we have finally found her. She is a 3 year old pitt/boxer mix. Very well mannered. The kids love her. She is super sweet and very calm. The only thing is the kitties do not love her anywhere near as much as we do. In fact, I would almost say they despise her. She likes them and wants to play but they want no part of it.

So now here is Keyla:

Blog Awards!

2009-01-08T11:43:00.003-05:00

Thank you Maggie for my first blog award! Maggie has a great blog you should check out.

The Rules:

1. Put the logo on your blog or post

2. Nominate 10 blogs that show gratitude or great attitude or both

3. Be sure to link your nominees within your post

4. Let them know they have received this award by commenting on their blog

5. Share the love and link this post to the person whom you received your award from

And the awards go to.....

Gretchen- A very funny and sometime poignant blog by a mom of 3.

Ashley- Not always G-rated but always funny.

Baby Mama Drama- The struggles of a newly single mom.

Jen- The ramblings of a SAHM with 2 girls.

Krista- A heartbreaking blog about trying to conceive.

Christine- Another tear inducing blog that follows a pregnancy and subsequent stillbirth.

Rebekah- One of my real life friends. Her blog always inspires me to be thankful.

Jamie- An awesome blog full of wisdom and craftyness.

Holly- Full of silliness from a full-time working mom.

10. My Life on a Diet- A humorous look at a woman trying to lose weight.

So people these are my top 10 recommended reads. I am subscribed to over a hundred blog and these are the ones I read the most.

Thinking good thoughts!

2009-01-06T08:48:00.003-05:00

J just went for a job interview with a security firm. It is his first step towards a career change. He wants to become a police officer. On Thursday he is going to find out about getting his adult diploma. I think it will be good for him. He can't keep doing tile with how bad his back is getting. Boo is excited that Daddy may be driving a cop car. Our town is always looking for officers. All they require is a clean background and a high school diploma or GED.

1 down, 54 to go!

2009-01-05T21:37:00.003-05:00

I lost a pound! I know it sounds weird to to be so excited about one pound but after almost 5 years of gaining I am really happy to start losing. The last time I lost weight was after I gave birth to Roo and sadly I am almost back up to what I weighed just before I gave birth to her. Now if I can find a treadmill or some sort of exercise equipment I will be happy.

Patience (They really ought to market it)

2009-01-03T09:57:00.002-05:00

I need more patience. I have realized this as my kids get older and my marriage had gotten harder. I have never been a patient person. I am normally a very stubborn person who wants things done her way immediately and without argument. What can I say? I was born to be a CEO but it just didn't work out that way.

Yesterday as Boo was supposed to be cleaning his room and was instead making a mess I lost my temper. I mean completely lost it and screamed at him. I am not at all proud of that and as soon as I did it I felt bad. I doubt I cleaned my room very well at 3 either. So now I am on a mission to be more patient with both the kids and J.

I am not sure how I am going to accomplish this goal. Unfortunately there is no pill or magic cure I can use. So that is my one resolution for New Year's. I will be more patient.

Weight loss and teething babies

2009-01-01T19:52:00.002-05:00

So I started a weight loss plan today. I think it sounds way better than a diet. I am hoping to lose about 50lbs by this summer. I am doing really good so far but today is the first day. My two biggest obstacles are stress and exercise. I find it very hard to exercise in VT in the middle of winter with 2 children under 4. I am now on a mission to find a cheap or free treadmill. It will have to be small though since our apartment is lacking in space.

The stress factor is not being helped by the fact that Shy has been screaming since her mom dropped her off. The poor girl is teething and nothing works. She has had Motrin, teething tablets and Orajel. Luckily she just feel asleep.

Happy fucking New Year to me

2008-12-31T22:36:00.002-05:00

So I am ringing in my new year all by myself. Boo and Roo are both sleeping and J decided to spend all night drinking at his buddy's house. So happy fucking new year to me. Here is to hoping next year is better.

Now that the holiday drama is over...

2008-12-31T07:32:00.003-05:00

So Roo turned 2, we had Christmas, we had the annual post-Christmas blow up and it was good times for all!

We now have a couch surfer. One of J's old friends has been here since a bit before Christmas. I told J either he throws him out or I do. This place is too small for a long term house guest even if it is one of J's less annoying friends.

J and I had a big blow out when he was drunk and decided to e-mail a chick of Craig's list. Apparently he doesn't remember doing it since he was drunk and said that maybe his friend did. I recognize J's writing style and am not letting him off that easy. He is no longer allowed to drink if he wants to live here.

J also applied for a security job for a big company. I am really excited since I think a lot of his drinking has to do with depression and not having a lot of work. There has been talk of him going back to school for his high school diploma and then going into law enforcement.

Roo and Boo are thrilled with all the Christmas goodies. The favorites so far are a Hess truck with working excavator for Boo and a doll stroller and Betty Spaghetti for Roo. I got socks, socks and more socks. I am loving it. I am buying myself new boots too.

All in all it has been a good few weeks. I also have my first blog stalker. They hope my "rude comments" on some forum come back to bite me in the ass. I am not sure what "rude comments" or which forum they are talking about but whateva! Any stalker is a good stalker.

We survived the storm.

2008-12-14T18:59:00.002-05:00

Sorry for the recent lack of posts. We did manage to survive the ice storm without too many problems. Our power was back on about 24 hours after it went off. Many in our area won't have any power until Wed or later.

I will have a new post in the next few days.

Late nights & sex parties

2008-12-06T08:20:00.002-05:00

So I finally got some alone time last night. I used it to go to a sex party my friend was throwing. Imagine 20 or so women in a room with someone selling sex toys & lots of available alcohol.

Yes, it was that good & my friend has the pictures to prove it. Said friend also posted them on-line for everyone's viewing enjoyment. I am sure I have some ex-boyfriends now wondering why they dumped me.

It was a blast. The pics are great. I know what I am getting J for Christmas. I recommend that anyone who needs a break from kids either host or go to one of these parties. You could even do it co-ed if you were really brave & had a lot of alcohol.

Wishing for #3

2008-12-03T08:54:00.002-05:00

Have you ever wanted something so bad but just knew that it couldn't be? This is how I feel about having a third child. In my mind I know it isn't logical. We are already stretched thin money-wise, really don't have the space, we are already stressed & J doesn't want another child but my heart is aching for just one more.

I keep coming up with ways it will work. One isn't that much more expensive since we cloth diaper & I breastfeed. I still have Boo & Roo's baby stuff. We could add on since the apartment we rent belongs to my Gram.

I just have this empty space in my heart that is crying for just one more baby to love & snuggle. For some reason my family just doesn't feel complete to me. It is like there is someone hiding in my future just waiting to come out in the present. I know that J may change his mind in the future but until then I will just feel like there is someone that should be here & isn't.

Worst way to wash a cat

2008-12-01T00:13:00.002-05:00

Boo found the official worst way to wash a cat this morning. He stuck said cat in the toilet. This incident lead to a wet cat, flooded bathroom, Roo crying because she got scratched & me yelling at him to go to his room. Seriously, where do kid's come up with these ideas? The poor cat immediately ran out the door only to reappear an hour later with his fur frozen.

Kids for sale! Cheap!!!

2008-11-29T19:40:00.002-05:00

I am ready to hand my kids over to the next random person that knocks on the door. They have been off the wall all day. It doesn't help that J is hunting for the 13th day in a row so I haven't had a break. To top it off I made cranberry bread & Boo got on the counter & at the last 1/2 loaf. I almost exploded! The only things out of Roo's mouth all day long is "No, my don't want to Mommy."

So they are both in bed now for bad behavior & mommy is thinking of having a bottle of Excedrin with a cocktail chaser.

It is finally over!

2008-11-28T08:42:00.004-05:00

Thanksgiving that is. Don't get me wrong. I love the holiday itself. I just hate the hell of putting my entire family in one house for 6 hours. The Walton's we are not! Between snarky comments, pouting & hiding to avoid everyone you would have thought we were all 16.

The biggest drama queen award goes to my sister. She spent the afternoon pouting, hiding & sighing while refusing to eat. Apparently she was mad we commented on the fact she thought waking her 3 week old baby up every time he tried to sleep during the day so he would sleep all night was a bad idea or as I put it child abuse. We were supposed to applaud her for this ingenious idea. Too bad we have all had kids & know what a really fucking stupid idea this is.

The snarkiest comment was from me. A little background here. My mom is a slob *this is putting it mildly*. We just moved into her old apartment above my grandmother's house when she moved in with her boyfriend & had to take out 97 bags of trash. This was after her boyfriend had already taken a box truck full out of garbage out & she had moved all her prize possessions. The floors all had to be replaced & everything had to be painted with Killz before we could repaint. We also had to buy a new stove since she wreaked the old one.

Anyway as we were cleaning the table my mom says she isn't used to cleaning anymore since her boyfriend does it all. I quietly replied to my aunt & cousin's wife "Since when was she ever used to cleaning." Snarky, yes. Well deserved, you betcha!

Best hiding once again goes to my lovely husband & uncle who as soon as they finished their meal ran out the door to go hunting. This effectively got them out of clean up & kid duty. I have suggested for next year my aunt, grandma, & I get hunting licenses & run out the door before they do but I am afraid they would shoot us in their deer frenzy.

I am glad we go to the in-laws for Christmas. It will be my MIL, her boyfriend & her 3 younger sons. My SIL & her boyfriend may drop in with my niece for a few minutes too. There is almost no drama & my MIL refuses to let anyone clean up or cook in her kitchen. I actually get to relax for a holiday.

Places I love

2008-11-26T10:58:00.003-05:00

I am a member of a bunch of on-line communities. Most I rarely visit. There are a few that I am obsessively addicted to. I love these places & blog stalk people from them. I feel like I have made great friends. What are these site you ask? I will tell you.

One of the places I have posted the longest is the old Babycenter. While there I usually hang out on the Bargain Hunters board. Sadly the place is set to blow up Dec. 14 for the new Babycenter format. I am not loving it so much so I have been searching for a new home. First I tried the new Bargain Hunters board at yuku. It just didn't fit. I then checked Syber Moms. It is a great forum to blow off steam but I don't see a whole lot of support. I was digging Cafe Mom for a while but the format just isn't what I am looking for. I love Ravelry but it isn't really a parenting or support forum. It is my crafty outlet though.

So I have finally found my new home. A great friend of mine from the March 05 babycenter board started her own forum. It was designed as a refuge from pregnancy.org were she used to be a host & a lot of shit went down. Where is this magical place? It is called the Mamas. OMG I love it. It has most of the features of the old Babycenter without censorship. The posters rock & Jenn & Jamie do a great job running it. Come on over & visit us. New posters are always welcomed.

So damn tired.

2008-11-26T09:50:00.002-05:00

By now I should knew better than to stay up until almost 2 reading drama on the Bargain Hunters board. Every time I do this the kids decide that waking up at 5 am is a great idea. Coffee is my lifeline this morning.

Just stop fighting & the mysterious puddle of pee!

2008-11-25T08:34:00.004-05:00

From sun up to sun down there is one noise coming from our house. What is that noise you ask, screaming. From the moment the kids wake up it begins. Thats my cup, he touched my cereal, I want to watch my show. It is a never ending litany around here. Then there is the sound of one frustrated mommy yelling "Just stop fighting!" Sometime sprinkled in there you will here daddy yelling or the occasional surprised yelp from mommy. That happened this morning which brings us to subject number 2.

Stepping down towards the bathroom I felt something very wet on the stair. I figured asshat tracked it in when he got home from drinking with his buddies last night. I go get a paper towel & find the mystery puddle is bright yellow. What could it be you as? Pee. There was a puddle of pee on my stair. First I smell the paper towel. No strong ammonia smell so the cats are safe for another day. Next I check Boo. He is mostly dry at night but does have the occasional accident. He is bone dry. I check Roo just to make sure her diaper is on, secure & not leaking. She had a double diaper plus wool cover & it is still in place so she is not the culprit. That leaves J. I wake him up from his blissful sleep & try to question him. It goes like this:

"J, get up."
"uhnn"
"I just stepped in a puddle of pee"
"uhnn"
"Did you pee on the floor last night?"
"uhnn"
"I am taking that as a confession."

He rolls over & goes back to snoring. Now I know J was drinking last night & drunk people do stupid things but he has never peed on the floor before. For now the mystery of the pee puddle remains.

Update: J just told me that he peed out the back door last night. I am thinking he was drunk & didn't realize he wasn't at the back door.

Buying a baby for Christmas!

2008-11-24T21:16:00.002-05:00

Yes, you read this right. The girls of the Babycenter Bargain Hunters board are getting together & buying a baby for Christmas. One long time poster has been struggling with miscarriages & infertility & we have made it our mission to help her out. This woman has gone through so much to become a mother & her journey is still going on. We are raising money to help her adopt or get fertility treatments so she & her husband can get their baby.

To read more about Krista's heartbreaking journey check out her blog.

If you would like to help us out please send a paypal donation of any amount to: Kristadeservesababy@yahoo.com

The witching hour

2008-11-24T18:16:00.002-05:00

I now love this hour before dinner. It used to be the hour Boo was cranky, Roo was screaming, J was tuning it all out to the TV & I was trying to make dinner. Now that they are older it is the hour I cook dinner & can catch a few minutes to browse the interwebz, J reads a book to Boo & Roo & everyone just unwinds.

The kids & my room

2008-11-24T10:25:00.002-05:00

What the fuck is the fascination with my room? Seriously! Since most of our stuff is still in storage from the move, which is a whole different vent, it only has a bed, dresser & lots of laundry but the kids will not stay out. Boo's room is full of toys & the tv is on Play House Disney in the living room yet I have had to go get the kid's out of my damn room 8 times this morning. Why the hell can I not have one place that is just mine?

This is my life

2008-11-23T19:11:00.002-05:00

I am starting this blog to hopefully keep what is left of my sanity. I am a stay at home mom to 2 kids. Boo is 3 & Roo is 2. I also watch my 7 month old niece, Shy. I am married to J who is frequently referred to as asshat depending on the day. In my almost non-existent free time I knit, crochet & read. Since I am a complete masochist I decided that I also needed to start a blog.

Sometimes names in this blog will be changed to protect the idiots but most of the time I won't bother. You can also expect some pictures of knitty goodness *thanks to Boodi for that term*, gratuitous pics of monsters & some bitching about asshat or website drama. I will try to post here at least a few times a week depending on wither or not the kids are holding me hostage.